Tuesday, November 23, 2004, my new boyfriend!=))
i needa blog, i needa blog, i just needa blog. i'm stressed up, confused, frustrated and whatsoever. i'm just feeling so no good. therefore i needa blog. and so, here i am.
so much has happened. i'm not used to the way things are now. but no choice. i'm trying real hard to get used to it. i'm pulling myself through. i'm on my way there. i'm glad.
what i've been looking forward to is the end of o's. and now that it's finally over, i wish i was still having it! i mean like can you imagine, u were looking forward so much to spend time with that somebody after your o's and the person is like not even by your side to share the joy with you. how sad. i stayed at home the whole bloody day after my last paper, can you believe it. i almost died. sigh. sometimes i wonder what's the use of thinking, brooding over things which makes you feel so terrible. what's worst is the other person seems the least affected. so what the hell. i'm just gonna go all out to enjoy myself!
and i just did today. went shopping with my new boyfriend! bought so much stuff and now i'm broke=( so many stupid things we did. attracted so much unwanted attention, but who cares. we're just living in the world of our own.=)) we shop and shop non-stop. practically walked the whole of orchard. had dinner at far east. and guess what? we forgot to pay. and the aunty went like.. 'eh xiao jie, ni men hai mei you huan qian!' man, i tell you. that was like so freaking embarrassing. everyone stared at us! ahh. contiuned shopping after dinner. till our legs couldnt take it anymore. went lips to rest. drank and chat for a couple of hours. i feel good! i finally found someone whom i can chat anything under the sun with. someone who's really there for me all the time. lastly and most importantly, someone whom i can trust. i felt so blessed for a moment. more to come baby, as promised yea. i love you more than anything. muacks!=))
furnise @ 10:19 PM
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Sunday, November 21, 2004, times are bad.
owells. i'm like so bored, so stressed. decided to blog since i haven been blogging for so long. who knows, i may feel better.
finally went church today. today's service was great. they talk about realtionships with family and all. makes me reflect. i enjoyed. and i love it. more to come.=))
these few weeks has been tough. really stressed up. o's(thank god tomorrow's the last paper), mommy(nags so much, cause she's like so worried for me), him(we quarrel like nobody's business). oh man. all these sucks. i need somebody to talk to.
ohhohh. and by the way. i chatted with win on the phone. not too bad. it has been a long time since we last talked. i enjoyed. and well well. i'm like so waiting for him to come back!
many things happened. and i'm definitely not happy with the way things are happening now. what to do. life's full of ups and downs. full of regrets. sigh.
what's trust? trust is a big word. trust is complete assurance. to have confidence, faith and reliance. owell. to trust somebody is not easy, and to gain someone's trust is even worst. don't you agree. i've never once trusted the people around me totally. you may be the closest of friends now. but hey, you wouldnt know what would have the next moment.
the world's strange anyway.
'it doesnt pay to be nice'
haa. i've finally experienced it. cool. i totally understand the meaning and feeling of it.((:
owell. i needa sleep. tomorrow my last paper!! shall blog tomorrow again.
i hate you bitch!
furnise @ 11:31 PM
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004, check this out((;
i think these two pics are cool;))
so what do you think? hee=))
furnise @ 8:24 PM
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Sunday, November 14, 2004, darling's birthday((=
ooo. it's denise's birthday today. so..
happy birthday denise!!!
love you, love you!((:
furnise @ 10:16 PM
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Saturday, November 13, 2004, i kinda miss it=)
i'm like listening to hillsong now. hmm. and i guess maybe it's time i should go to church again. i kinda miss it. i feel bad. anybody interested to come with me? haaha.
ohhohh. hillsong simply rock! =))
furnise @ 1:22 PM
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Friday, November 12, 2004, i love her! =)
furnise @ 10:53 AM
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004, my favourite show!
ooo. i simply love this show!
furnise @ 10:07 PM
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004, pretty girl!
furnise @ 11:56 PM
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Monday, November 08, 2004, i hate yilin! yucks.
furnise @ 11:44 PM
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Sunday, November 07, 2004, happy birthday my boy! muacks*
hmm. celebrated his birthday at seoul yesterday with the rest. thanks guy, for all your help. hee. i troubled the whole world just to plan this so called 'surprise' birthday thingy for him! it's not easy kaekae! but well well, i didnt turn out that bad i guess.=)
his fave cake!((=
he's cutting the cake, and boy, i tell you, he didnt do a proper job!=P
and just look at that greedy joel behind. haa!
the both of us.((:
owell, today is also our seventh month. haa. so it's like.. it's SEVEN nov, and it's his SEVENteenth bdae and it's also out SEVENth month. yupp. all sevens~
more more more and more sevens to come yea baby?
L O V E L O V E * =))
furnise @ 11:09 PM
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